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  • RIP Luis Ceballos – An Angel was taken

    RIP Luis

    In life we don’t know how we will die, or when we will die, but for others we are prepared and given no choice but to be taken from our family. Cancer is something not many people plan for, it isn’t something we can every truly understand, and no matter how hard we fight, sometimes Cancer defeats us, and with that God has taken a man that has touched so many. I only met Luis about two times, and in those two times you can tell he was an incredible man. This man meant so much to so many people. He walked into the life of my friends mom, she finally found the love her life and it saddens me to know she has lost him to the battle of cancer.

    A man who touched so many lives was lost yesterday, he has left behind a wife, and children and step children, grandchildren, family and friends. Luis had a journal in which he wrote how he felt, his last entry was on Father’s Day of 2012. You can see his journal entries here: http://lceballos61.livejournal.com/. If you truly want to meet a strong man, I recommend you read his journal. He is an inspiration to us all.

    Whenever you feel like your life isn’t going the way you expected, stop and be grateful for what you do have in your life. Luis taught us to stop and smell the flowers no matter how hard life hits you. He taught many never to give up and to live life to the fullest. I only hope that his family can take on his strength and that they will one day feel peace in their hearts. Today we mourn a man who was strong, a man who thought more about his own family than any other man I have ever met, and today I give thanks for knowing him, even if it was only for a short time. I give thanks to god for letting his wife and my friends have them in their lives and to love such a wonderful man. I am sorry they had to lose him to cancer and I will pray that they will get through this hard time.

    I love you all and my prayers are with you. Today God took not only an incredible man, but an angel. Rest In Peace Luis, we will all miss you.

    xo,

    kristin nicole

  • Should I cheat with my boyfriends best friend?

    Flirting. image by: google.com/images

    The Question:

    Dear Kristin Nicole;

    I am thinking about cheating on my boyfriend with his best friend. We have been flirting recently and hung out the other day alone, we didn’t do anything but we came close to kissing. Should I see where it goes or leave it alone?

    My Response:

    Dear Flirt;

    It is never a good idea to hook up with anyone while in a relationship, that’s one. Second, hooking up with your boyfriends best friend is probably one of the worst things a girl can do. Not only are you messing with your relationship but that’s your boyfriends friend. At this point, I can say that the best friend is not being a good friend to begin with if he’s hanging out with his best friend’s girlfriend alone and flirting. This is just temptation you don’t need. At the end of the day, the best friend gets what he wants, which is you, and at the end of the day the friendship will probably survive, and you will be the only one left alone. Don’t ruin your relationship, if you aren’t happy then break up with your boyfriend, but I repeat ‘DON’T HOOK UP WITH HIS BEST FRIEND’.

    xo,
    kristin nicole

  • Wonder

    Wonder – Images by: google.com/images

    Wonder

    Why do you shut out those that you love?
    Why do you lay there pretending you are the only one?
    Why can’t you see you’re going to be all alone?
    You’ve pushed us away for so long
    We are practically out the door.

    She loved you but you couldn’t see
    All the things she meant to be
    With every day the heart grows fonder
    In this case, the days grew quieter

    With every rain drop tears fell at night
    Holding in the anger that made everything alright
    Now it’s in the open a relationship that barely exists
    Separate lives, one house, not a home
    But a reminder of what isn’t there anymore.

    We hope and we pray that everything will be alright
    Scared to move forward
    Staying in something that isn’t right
    Pretending everything is okay
    Is killing the way I feel
    Wondering if love is even real.

    Does it always go away?
    Or does true love really exist?
    Two people, one world, one love
    In the end does it all even matter?
    Or do we keep moving forward
    Pretending that life is going to be okay
    Scared to move on
    Scared of the world
    Scared to be alone
    Living in a lie that will never be home.

    © Written by: kristin nicole 2012

  • I won’t Give Up – Jason Mraz

    I won't give up – image by: google.com/images

    I think this song is beautiful and Jason Mraz is a great singer and performer. Hope you like it….

    I won’t give up

    When I look into your eyes
    It’s like watching the night sky
    Or a beautiful sunrise
    There’s so much they hold
    And just like them old stars
    I see that you’ve come so far
    To be right where you are
    How old is your soul?

    I won’t give up on us
    Even if the skies get rough
    I’m giving you all my love
    I’m still looking up

    And when you’re needing your space
    To do some navigating
    I’ll be here patiently waiting
    To see what you find

    ‘Cause even the stars they burn
    Some even fall to the earth
    We’ve got a lot to learn
    God knows we’re worth it
    No, I won’t give up

    I don’t wanna be someone who walks away so easily
    I’m here to stay and make the difference that I can make
    Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
    The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
    And in the end, you’re still my friend at least we did intend
    For us to work we didn’t break, we didn’t burn
    We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
    I had to learn what I’ve got, and what I’m not
    And who I am

    I won’t give up on us
    Even if the skies get rough
    I’m giving you all my love
    I’m still looking up
    Still looking up.

    I won’t give up on us (no I’m not giving up)
    God knows I’m tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
    We’ve got a lot to learn (we’re alive, we are loved)
    God knows we’re worth it (and we’re worth it)

    I won’t give up on us
    Even if the skies get rough
    I’m giving you all my love
    I’m still looking up

    You can see the video HERE

  • When I see you

    when i see you – image by: google.com/images

    When I see you

    When I see you
    I think of her
    Wondering if she’s happy
    Wondering what went wrong
    Why couldn’t I see she was the one?

    I tried to move on
    Pretend that I was happy
    But deep down I’ll never forget
    That in the hearts of all hearts I let the best of me go
    And when I think of her
    She’s all I’ll ever know.

    I moved forward with my life
    I have someone new
    And although a part of me loves her
    It will never be you.

    You were the one that knew me best
    The good with the bad
    But I was so stupid to think you would never leave
    I was stupid to think I had you
    That you would never run away
    But when I broke your heart
    You had no words to say

    I begged you to listen
    I begged you to speak
    But when I looked at you
    You were no longer weak.

    You were filled with anger
    But you didn’t shed a single tear
    Instead I was the one drowning out all my fears
    We sat there in silence and you looked in a daze
    When I tried to reach you
    You were nowhere in sight
    When I left that day
    It broke me in half
    Because I knew that it was over
    And you were never coming back.

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

  • will you…

    Will you… image by: google.com/images

    Will you….

    will this last forever
    will it it be just you and me
    or will this image fade away
    and be another memory?

    will you say that you love me
    when in reality you don’t
    will you lie to my face
    and make everything hurt
    will you kiss me goodbye
    and never look back
    or will you hold me and tell me that you will never do that?

    will you lie to me like they have done in the past
    or will you tell me the truth
    no matter how far i’m lost
    will you look at me with pity
    or will you look at me with love?

    do you remember what you told me
    about you and me
    how i was the one
    the one you couldn’t leave
    the one that you would be with forever and more?

    do you remember the good times
    and the tears you cried at night
    do you remember my heart shatter when
    you broke it that night?
    do you remember when i said it was over
    and how i never looked back
    that’s because when you broke me
    i wasn’t coming back.

    Wake up and look at me
    see who i am
    stop pretending and take my hand
    love me for me
    as i love you for you
    because in the end
    it’s only me and you.

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

    This poem is random, just a little of everything people sometimes think, from the past to the present, to the future. Enjoy!

  • i miss you

    i miss you

    I miss you
    i miss the way you looked at me
    the way you touched my hair
    i miss all the smiles
    even though i acted like i didn’t care
    i miss your hugs and our talks at night
    i miss your smell
    and everything that felt right
    i miss how you kissed me
    and i miss your touch
    i miss everything about you
    i miss how we fucked
    i miss your breath
    even when it smelled bad
    i miss our awkward moments
    in the shadows of the night
    i miss your giggle
    when everything felt right
    i miss that you’re gone
    that you’ll never be back
    i miss that i can’t control life
    and all the sucky things that come with that
    i miss the truths and dares
    and i miss playing ball
    i miss you everyday
    i get a call
    i miss your smell and the way you made me feel
    but most of all i miss your touch and wishing you were real.
    there is no other way to feel
    why do i miss something that wasn’t real?

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

    This poem was written for a friend, she told me how she felt about a lost love, and I put it into words for her. Enjoy.

  • Will you love me?

    Will you love me – Photo by: kristin nicole

    Will you love me forever and ever and ever?
    Or is forever way too long?
    Will you kiss my lips so tender
    or will it be strong?

    Will you show me your heart
    or let it fall apart?
    Will you hug me and hold me
    or let me go and unfold me?

    Will you shower me with love
    or will my tears fall down?
    Will you tell me how you feel
    or hide away all your fears?

    Will you show me the light
    or cower in the dark?
    Will you make love to me
    or fuck me?

    Will you catch me when I fall
    or will you let me drop?
    Will you love me forever and ever
    or will you say never?

    © Written by: kristin nicole ~ May 2012

  • Hello and Goodbye

    Hello & Goodbye – Photo by: google.com/images

    I found a picture on line that had a great verse about hello and goodbye, I thought I would put together a poem. Tell me what you think.

    Hello and Goodbye

    Hello to the new me
    Goodbye to what you made me be
    Hello to my new life
    Without you by my side

    Hello to freedom
    Goodbye to the tie down
    Hello starting over
    Where have you been?
    Goodbye person I once knew within.

    Hello and Goodbye
    To what I once knew
    Hello new beginnings
    Goodbye now I’m through

    Hello’s give you hope
    Goodbyes kill your dreams
    It’s never easy finding the in between.
    Once I say goodbye
    Forget who I am
    Forget that I knew you
    Forget that I ever believed in you
    My hello was lived short
    But my goodbye will live forever

    Hello new life
    Goodbye the tears that came at night
    Hello hope
    Goodbye old life.

    © Written by: kristin nicole May 2012

  • Nothings Forever

    Nothings Forever. Photo by: google.com/images

    Nothings forever
    I’ve learned that from the past
    When I met him, I thought our love would last
    Then he broke my heart in two, left me wondering what i did wrong,
    made me move on.
    Nothings forever
    I’ve learned that from the past
    When I met him, I thought our love would last
    He lied, he cheated, he broke me to pieces
    I had to move on, I had to get out
    I couldn’t believe I fell for his lies
    and in the end it was only his demise.
    Nothings forever
    I’ve learned that from the past
    in the end of any heartache
    you learn to move on
    you learn nothings forever
    you learn that in the end everything will be okay
    and when you learn to walk away
    there is nothing left to say.

    © Written by: kristin nicole – May 2012