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  • Letting Go

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    Letting go is the hardest thing to do
    but it doesn’t mean I’ll forget you
    when sadness creeps in through the night
    you are the one person I dream about to make things right
    When everything looks like it’s falling apart
    you give me strength to move on

    When I heard you were leaving
    I couldn’t believe my ears
    My heart sank but I held on to fate
    I didn’t want to see it
    I didn’t want to hear it
    but deep down I knew this day would come
    that in darkness you would be gone.

    In my dreams I see you
    and I don’t want to wake
    I can smell you and feel you
    why was this your fate?

    I’ll hold on until I can’t anymore
    but know that I will always love you
    in my heart you will always be
    forever just you and me.

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

  • Emotions

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    My emotions are stirred and I can’t tell you why
    I’m feeling lost in a world I can’t hide
    When laughter and tear drops are all from the past
    I can’t help but hide the tears that last

    In moonlight and stars I cover the pain
    Without you in my life I feel insane.
    Long lasting phone calls and butterfly kisses
    I hold onto the hope and the rainbows in the sky
    that one day I’ll see myself the way you see me
    the person inside the mirror, I just can’t be.

    Feeling lost and incomplete
    time passing by
    leaving me behind.

    You’re everything I wished for
    a shooting star in the sky
    gummy bears and rain drops playing a song
    saying how much you mean to me, after all that’s been done.

    My emotions are stirred and I can’t tell you why
    I’m feeling lost in a world I can’t hide
    When laughter and tear drops are all from the past
    I can’t help but hide the tears that last.

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

  • Empty Lies

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    Your promises are empty lies
    you live in a world I despise
    pretend smiles
    and normalcy
    a gift from you to me.

    Look at yourself, what can you possibly see
    the person looking back at me
    sadness in your eyes, anger and hate
    all the things that have happened have led to your fate
    a little boy lost inside without a care,
    living each day as if it was fair.

    Get over it, stop the lies
    stop pretending this is all okay
    living a lie you believe to be true
    Empty lies covered in pain
    pretending each day is the same.

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

  • Some people never change

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    Some people never change
    you hide behind a smile that I know is a frown
    you hide behind the laughter which I know is drowned
    you say things to make people believe
    but I know deep inside, you’ll never see.

    You will always think your worthless
    I’m starting to see it’s true
    with everything that’s happened
    you think by now you would just be you

    Maybe I’m stupid or just naive,
    maybe this is you
    a person of whom I can’t see
    everything about you is sad from the start
    a man with no face
    a lie to his name
    a perfect story
    a fictitious blame

    Stop before you speak again
    see what you’ve become
    stop pretending
    the lie has already won.

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

  • Never Before

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    Hold me like you’ll never let me go
    Love me like I’ve never felt before
    Kiss me until the stars shine down
    Make love to me and watch my world go round.

    I never thought I would love again
    but you showed me what it is
    It isn’t flowers and hearts
    but what I feel within.

    You showed me what it was to cry
    How to wipe away my tears
    you showed me I was better than that
    you showed me how to live
    you showed me to believe in me
    and never give up hope
    you showed me your heart

    I look at you and I love you
    I see what you can be
    if only I believed in me
    the way you do
    I would go a thousand miles just to see your face
    cross the mountains just to hear your voice
    cross an ocean to feel your arms around me
    if only you can see
    that what we have together is not just a memory

    Hold me like you’ll never let me go
    Love me like I’ve never been loved before
    Kiss me until the stars shine down
    Make love to me and watch my world go round.

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

  • I know…

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    I know

    I know what it feels like
    I know what it takes
    I know deep inside you feel lost
    A wall you have built
    To let everyone out
    Hoping that will make things better
    Losing yourself within the doubt

    When things start looking better
    You sabotage your own results
    Living a lie not in pleasure
    You cry in bed at all costs

    I know how you feel
    I was there too
    Not knowing who you are
    Pretending to be two

    Living in the dark
    Not knowing where to go
    Living a lie of happiness
    When all you feel is alone

    You don’t have to cry
    You don’t have to feel alone
    You don’t need to defy all the odds
    You have to just let go

    Let go of the sadness, of the anger and tears
    Look deep inside yourself
    And get rid of all your fears

    Deep down there is a way
    Even though you may not see
    But everyone at one point feels alone
    You just have to wake up and see
    That although you do not want to hear it, see it or believe it
    Family is always there
    Because we care.

    Take a moment to see who you are
    Know that in the end you will go far
    You have to have faith and see what we see
    Because deep down inside you want to be free,
    And the only way to do that is to be honest with yourself
    remember that in the end, you can only change yourself.

    xo
    kristin nicole

    © Written by: Kristin Nicole – August 2012

  • Wonder

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    Wonder

    Why do you shut out those that you love?
    Why do you lay there pretending you are the only one?
    Why can’t you see you’re going to be all alone?
    You’ve pushed us away for so long
    We are practically out the door.

    She loved you but you couldn’t see
    All the things she meant to be
    With every day the heart grows fonder
    In this case, the days grew quieter

    With every rain drop tears fell at night
    Holding in the anger that made everything alright
    Now it’s in the open a relationship that barely exists
    Separate lives, one house, not a home
    But a reminder of what isn’t there anymore.

    We hope and we pray that everything will be alright
    Scared to move forward
    Staying in something that isn’t right
    Pretending everything is okay
    Is killing the way I feel
    Wondering if love is even real.

    Does it always go away?
    Or does true love really exist?
    Two people, one world, one love
    In the end does it all even matter?
    Or do we keep moving forward
    Pretending that life is going to be okay
    Scared to move on
    Scared of the world
    Scared to be alone
    Living in a lie that will never be home.

    © Written by: kristin nicole 2012

  • When I see you

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    When I see you

    When I see you
    I think of her
    Wondering if she’s happy
    Wondering what went wrong
    Why couldn’t I see she was the one?

    I tried to move on
    Pretend that I was happy
    But deep down I’ll never forget
    That in the hearts of all hearts I let the best of me go
    And when I think of her
    She’s all I’ll ever know.

    I moved forward with my life
    I have someone new
    And although a part of me loves her
    It will never be you.

    You were the one that knew me best
    The good with the bad
    But I was so stupid to think you would never leave
    I was stupid to think I had you
    That you would never run away
    But when I broke your heart
    You had no words to say

    I begged you to listen
    I begged you to speak
    But when I looked at you
    You were no longer weak.

    You were filled with anger
    But you didn’t shed a single tear
    Instead I was the one drowning out all my fears
    We sat there in silence and you looked in a daze
    When I tried to reach you
    You were nowhere in sight
    When I left that day
    It broke me in half
    Because I knew that it was over
    And you were never coming back.

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

  • will you…

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    Will you….

    will this last forever
    will it it be just you and me
    or will this image fade away
    and be another memory?

    will you say that you love me
    when in reality you don’t
    will you lie to my face
    and make everything hurt
    will you kiss me goodbye
    and never look back
    or will you hold me and tell me that you will never do that?

    will you lie to me like they have done in the past
    or will you tell me the truth
    no matter how far i’m lost
    will you look at me with pity
    or will you look at me with love?

    do you remember what you told me
    about you and me
    how i was the one
    the one you couldn’t leave
    the one that you would be with forever and more?

    do you remember the good times
    and the tears you cried at night
    do you remember my heart shatter when
    you broke it that night?
    do you remember when i said it was over
    and how i never looked back
    that’s because when you broke me
    i wasn’t coming back.

    Wake up and look at me
    see who i am
    stop pretending and take my hand
    love me for me
    as i love you for you
    because in the end
    it’s only me and you.

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

    This poem is random, just a little of everything people sometimes think, from the past to the present, to the future. Enjoy!

  • i miss you

    i miss you

    I miss you
    i miss the way you looked at me
    the way you touched my hair
    i miss all the smiles
    even though i acted like i didn’t care
    i miss your hugs and our talks at night
    i miss your smell
    and everything that felt right
    i miss how you kissed me
    and i miss your touch
    i miss everything about you
    i miss how we fucked
    i miss your breath
    even when it smelled bad
    i miss our awkward moments
    in the shadows of the night
    i miss your giggle
    when everything felt right
    i miss that you’re gone
    that you’ll never be back
    i miss that i can’t control life
    and all the sucky things that come with that
    i miss the truths and dares
    and i miss playing ball
    i miss you everyday
    i get a call
    i miss your smell and the way you made me feel
    but most of all i miss your touch and wishing you were real.
    there is no other way to feel
    why do i miss something that wasn’t real?

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

    This poem was written for a friend, she told me how she felt about a lost love, and I put it into words for her. Enjoy.