Tag: poetry

  • When I see you

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    When I see you

    When I see you
    I think of her
    Wondering if she’s happy
    Wondering what went wrong
    Why couldn’t I see she was the one?

    I tried to move on
    Pretend that I was happy
    But deep down I’ll never forget
    That in the hearts of all hearts I let the best of me go
    And when I think of her
    She’s all I’ll ever know.

    I moved forward with my life
    I have someone new
    And although a part of me loves her
    It will never be you.

    You were the one that knew me best
    The good with the bad
    But I was so stupid to think you would never leave
    I was stupid to think I had you
    That you would never run away
    But when I broke your heart
    You had no words to say

    I begged you to listen
    I begged you to speak
    But when I looked at you
    You were no longer weak.

    You were filled with anger
    But you didn’t shed a single tear
    Instead I was the one drowning out all my fears
    We sat there in silence and you looked in a daze
    When I tried to reach you
    You were nowhere in sight
    When I left that day
    It broke me in half
    Because I knew that it was over
    And you were never coming back.

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

  • will you…

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    Will you….

    will this last forever
    will it it be just you and me
    or will this image fade away
    and be another memory?

    will you say that you love me
    when in reality you don’t
    will you lie to my face
    and make everything hurt
    will you kiss me goodbye
    and never look back
    or will you hold me and tell me that you will never do that?

    will you lie to me like they have done in the past
    or will you tell me the truth
    no matter how far i’m lost
    will you look at me with pity
    or will you look at me with love?

    do you remember what you told me
    about you and me
    how i was the one
    the one you couldn’t leave
    the one that you would be with forever and more?

    do you remember the good times
    and the tears you cried at night
    do you remember my heart shatter when
    you broke it that night?
    do you remember when i said it was over
    and how i never looked back
    that’s because when you broke me
    i wasn’t coming back.

    Wake up and look at me
    see who i am
    stop pretending and take my hand
    love me for me
    as i love you for you
    because in the end
    it’s only me and you.

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

    This poem is random, just a little of everything people sometimes think, from the past to the present, to the future. Enjoy!

  • i miss you

    i miss you

    I miss you
    i miss the way you looked at me
    the way you touched my hair
    i miss all the smiles
    even though i acted like i didn’t care
    i miss your hugs and our talks at night
    i miss your smell
    and everything that felt right
    i miss how you kissed me
    and i miss your touch
    i miss everything about you
    i miss how we fucked
    i miss your breath
    even when it smelled bad
    i miss our awkward moments
    in the shadows of the night
    i miss your giggle
    when everything felt right
    i miss that you’re gone
    that you’ll never be back
    i miss that i can’t control life
    and all the sucky things that come with that
    i miss the truths and dares
    and i miss playing ball
    i miss you everyday
    i get a call
    i miss your smell and the way you made me feel
    but most of all i miss your touch and wishing you were real.
    there is no other way to feel
    why do i miss something that wasn’t real?

    ©kristin nicole – 2012

    This poem was written for a friend, she told me how she felt about a lost love, and I put it into words for her. Enjoy.

  • Will you love me?

    Will you love me – Photo by: kristin nicole

    Will you love me forever and ever and ever?
    Or is forever way too long?
    Will you kiss my lips so tender
    or will it be strong?

    Will you show me your heart
    or let it fall apart?
    Will you hug me and hold me
    or let me go and unfold me?

    Will you shower me with love
    or will my tears fall down?
    Will you tell me how you feel
    or hide away all your fears?

    Will you show me the light
    or cower in the dark?
    Will you make love to me
    or fuck me?

    Will you catch me when I fall
    or will you let me drop?
    Will you love me forever and ever
    or will you say never?

    © Written by: kristin nicole ~ May 2012

  • Hello and Goodbye

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    I found a picture on line that had a great verse about hello and goodbye, I thought I would put together a poem. Tell me what you think.

    Hello and Goodbye

    Hello to the new me
    Goodbye to what you made me be
    Hello to my new life
    Without you by my side

    Hello to freedom
    Goodbye to the tie down
    Hello starting over
    Where have you been?
    Goodbye person I once knew within.

    Hello and Goodbye
    To what I once knew
    Hello new beginnings
    Goodbye now I’m through

    Hello’s give you hope
    Goodbyes kill your dreams
    It’s never easy finding the in between.
    Once I say goodbye
    Forget who I am
    Forget that I knew you
    Forget that I ever believed in you
    My hello was lived short
    But my goodbye will live forever

    Hello new life
    Goodbye the tears that came at night
    Hello hope
    Goodbye old life.

    © Written by: kristin nicole May 2012

  • Nothings Forever

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    Nothings forever
    I’ve learned that from the past
    When I met him, I thought our love would last
    Then he broke my heart in two, left me wondering what i did wrong,
    made me move on.
    Nothings forever
    I’ve learned that from the past
    When I met him, I thought our love would last
    He lied, he cheated, he broke me to pieces
    I had to move on, I had to get out
    I couldn’t believe I fell for his lies
    and in the end it was only his demise.
    Nothings forever
    I’ve learned that from the past
    in the end of any heartache
    you learn to move on
    you learn nothings forever
    you learn that in the end everything will be okay
    and when you learn to walk away
    there is nothing left to say.

    © Written by: kristin nicole – May 2012

  • Broken in Two

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    I had someone write to me once about their relationship, how it ended and how it began, and she wanted me to write a poem that described her relationship. SO…. Here it is, let me know what you think….

    Broken in Two

    I loved you with words unsaid
    I loved you until you cheated in my bed
    I loved you for all the wrong reasons
    I loved you for all the right feelings
    I loved you for what you didn’t say
    for all the lies you made

    You looked at me with truth
    I didn’t see the real you
    You were a liar and a fake
    you cheated on me and that was your biggest mistake

    I tried to forgive you
    I tried to ignore the truth
    I was blinded by an image that wasn’t me and you

    you took my heart
    you played it like a string on a guitar
    you said you loved me
    but the truth was you only loved yourself

    you lied to yourself
    made everything bigger than it was
    pretended to be happy
    lost without a doubt

    one day the light turned on
    and you knew you couldn’t pretend anymore
    you fought it but you had to say it out loud
    our relationship was a blur
    as if it was never true
    i wish it weren’t because it would have been easier to forget you.

    When i moved on
    you wanted me back
    it was too late
    you have to face the facts,
    you fucked up
    and there’s no turning back.

    now i see you and you pretend to be happy
    but i know you
    you never changed
    you can put on an act
    pretend to be happy
    pretend nothing in the world will break you
    but we both know the truth
    you’re broken in two

    the person i once knew
    and the new you
    you can put on a smile
    you can move forward in life
    but deep down inside you’ll never be you
    you will always be the broken man i once knew.

    xo,
    kristin nicole

    © 2012 kristin nicole

  • You’re NOT the one (Her thoughts)

    This is an old poem (Repost). Enjoy

    PART 2 – You’re NOT the One (Her thoughts)……

    You thought you stopped loving me?
    You thought you didn’t care?
    How could you be so selfish to just sit back and stare?
    I looked into your eyes as my eyes filled up with tears,
    You stood there standing watching me drown out my fears.

    You pretended to be happy.
    You put on an act,
    You thought I couldn’t see the truth,
    You had to face the facts.

    You put up a wall; you pushed me to the floor
    I did all I could do
    I even gave you my door.
    Then one day I woke up and realized this is it.
    I didn’t want to be with you, my fate was sealed with out your kiss.

    CHORUS:
    Now you’re the one crying inside
    You’re the one that can’t let go
    You’re the one wishing for me to come back
    Wishing once again I’d be at your door.

    You pushed me way to far.
    I walked right out the door.
    I told you I loved you but I couldn’t take the pain no more.
    I asked you if you loved me.
    I gave you one last chance.
    All you did was look at me, you failed my last request.

    With silence in your eyes, you stood in disbelief.
    You didn’t say a single word, you didn’t share a peep.
    If you would have listened closely,
    You can hear my every word,
    You can hear the tears fall down
    And my heart break in a million burns.

    You didn’t think I’d leave you,
    You thought I’d always be around
    You thought you had me.
    You stood your ground.

    Well you thought wrong…
    You let me walk away
    You lost me that day.
    Now you’re left with nothing to say.

    CHORUS x 2

    xo,
    kristin nicole

    © written by: kristin nicole

  • His thoughts (You’re the one)

    (Re-post)

    His thoughts (You’re the one) Part 1:

    I thought I stopped loving you and I thought I didn’t care.
    I pushed our love aside, as you looked into my eyes.
    You cried for me and I let you down.
    I don’t know how to fix this so I almost let you drown.

    I pretended to be happy
    But you knew the real me
    You knew how to make me smile and I let you leave.

    You were my everything and I let you down.
    I let you walk away that day,
    What the fuck was I thinking when I let you get away?
    Why did I put up this wall?
    Why did I let you go?

    Chorus: I’m crying inside
    I can’t break free
    Sadness is killing me
    Please come back to me.
    I can’t let you go
    You’re my everything.

    I pushed you away until you stepped out the door.
    You said you loved me but you couldn’t take the pain no more.
    You asked me if I loved you
    If we could make it work,
    You said all there was to say
    Then you walked away…

    I stood in silence as you looked into my eyes
    I couldn’t say a word, as tears rolled down your eyes…..
    I saw I was breaking your heart.
    But I stood in disbelief
    Never thought you would really leave me!

    I can’t lose you now
    You’re all I ever had
    I thought I’d never lose you but I was wrong to think I had
    Because I still had you,
    You were mine in every way
    And when I let you walk away
    I lost you that day!
    Now I’m left with nothing to say….

    CHORUS x 2

    I can’t let you go
    You’re my everything….

    xo,
    kristin nicole

    © written by: kristin nicole

    Next Post you can read Part II – Her side….

  • I had a dream with you the other day

    Dreams – Photo Found on google.com/images

    I had a dream with you the other day

    You wrapped me in your arms and said everything would be okay

    I looked into your eyes and you changed into someone new

    Now I’m feeling lost and so confused.

    You left me without a word, you didn’t say goodbye

    You left me in tears and I didn’t know why

    I loved you for reasons unsaid

    And from one moment to the next you left me for her bed.

    Another person in my life, you come and go as you please

    You don’t say a single word; you just look at me and tease

    But a part of me is happy and a part of me is sad because when,

    I looked into your eyes you changed into someone new

    Now I’m feeling lost and so confused.

    You were someone when I met you

    Then you changed into someone else

    This new you isn’t the person I fell for

    You changed for the worse, you’re lost and incomplete

    The heartache would have been faster if you would have let me be

    But you dragged my heart out; you held it in your hands

    You played with it and let it go, leaving me bewildered and alone

    I looked into your eyes as you changed into someone new

    Now I’m feeling lost and so confused.

    I hide from my shadow trying to cover the pain

    Trying to imagine a world where everything is sane.

    Then one day I found you

    I turned to you and everything felt right

    I see what I was missing

    Someone to make me feel alright

    Someone to make all the worries go away

    Someone to love me in all the right ways.

    When I look into your eyes it’s just you and me

    The person I want to be with

    The person who holds my heart

    The person who makes everything feel better when I’m falling apart

    © Written by: kristin nicole – April 2012